Uncovered gems #1: Eleanor Spence, “Me and Jeshua”

“We’ll have follow-the-leader,” Jacob decided, “and Jeshua can be the leader.”
“No – you do it,” said Jeshua. “I like it better being last.”

(Eleanor Spence, Me and Jeshua, 1984)

Australian author Eleanor Spence has not been completely forgotten. Text Publishing recently reprinted her novel Lillipilly Hill as part of their Australian classics collection, and back in the 90s, she formed a reasonably large part of my primary school English education, with her books The October Child and The Leftovers both being prescribed texts. But her 1984 novel, Me and Jeshua, despite receiving quite a bit of critical acclaim, was last reprinted in 2001 and has all but completely vanished from the cultural memory.

When it came out, it was nominated for Children’s Book of the Year and, surprisingly for a mainstream author, won Christian Book of the Year for 1985. I found it in a collection of free books at the theological college where I study and, having heard of the author but not the book, was intrigued enough to take it home. And it has proven to be one of those forgotten gems that makes rummaging through old tattered books so worthwhile.

The story is written with that just-recognisable form of camouflage that allows familiar stories to become so fresh for the reader. Spence uses literal translations of all place names to make them, at first, hard to identify. Bethlehem, for instance, is called the House of Bread. And the characters of Jacob, Jude, Simon, Miriam, Josef, Elissa, Jona and, most importantly, Jeshua, take a few chapters to become familiar again to us as Jesus and his earthly family. The camouflage is aided by Spence taking the approach of making Jacob (James), Jude and Simon be Jeshua’s (Jesus’) cousins not brothers (a traditional Catholic view that allows Mary to remain a virgin after giving birth to Jesus). But, whatever reservations some readers might have with this take on the story, the rest is utterly plausible. Jude, the narrator, grows up hearing stories of his infamous but beloved aunt Miriam who conceived a child under scandalous circumstances but was married by the decent and generous Josef, and one day they return from a mysterious sojourn in Egypt to live with their family in what readers familiar with the Bible story will know to be Nazareth. Jude, learning who he is himself within his family and culture, is drawn more and more to this mysteriously wise, kind and altogether good cousin of his. Meanwhile, Jeshua must learn why he is so different to everyone else and what his true father wants him to be.

What arrested me so much about this novel was the beauty of the storytelling, influenced in no small part by the powers of Spence’s language and her evocation of place. Palestine is both palpably magical, with figs and fresh loaves you could almost pick off the page and eat, as well as torn apart by violence and poverty. Jude is a perfect narrator: aware enough of himself to be compassionate and imperfect at the same time. And Jeshua just shines: simultaneously an ordinary boy with fears and insecurities and yet good in a way that is never questioned or corrupted and – most remarkably of all – remains utterly credible.

I do not know what Spence’s personal conviction was about Jeshua the real, historical man. But in this remarkable, forgotten gem, she has made him human and glorious in a way that has drawn me anew to who He is.

Published by Matthew Pullar

Teacher, writer, blogger, husband, father, Christian. Living in Wyndham in Melbourne's west, on the land of the Kulin Nation. Searching for words to console and feed hearts and souls.

3 thoughts on “Uncovered gems #1: Eleanor Spence, “Me and Jeshua”

  1. The book sounds intriguing except for one thing, which idea I seem to be finding in unexpected places: this idea of Jesus somehow needing to learn Who He Is as He grows in His human form. In the words of Frank Peretti (from his speech, accessible on YouTube, “God’s Way or My Way”), “That’s some kind of god who can forget he is god!” I think the real issue for Jesus, who must have known forever in heaven as well as every moment on earth from the moment His cells began dividing in Mary’s womb Who He Is for all eternity, was learning how as God-in-human-form how to live under the authority of fallible people while still living a totally holy life, surrendered fully to the Father in Heaven, while being no less God on earth. Messages about Jesus somehow having to learn Who He Is make me cringe as I believe they diminish Who He Is. From eternity, Jesus was either fully God, or never God at all. I don’t think there is room for both.

  2. Thanks for your thoughts! I totally agree about the danger of implying that Jesus did not know who He is. Just to clarify, I don’t think that Spence was implying Jesus did not know His own identity (I may not have made that clear in how I expressed things). It was more a matter of discovering how to live out His calling on earth. Spence makes it progressively clear throughout the novel that Jesus knows who His real Father is, and knows that He must live as the Father tells Him to. I do think, though, that Jesus must have grown, as least cognitively, in His understanding of His calling. Part of being human means being born with a child’s mind and then growing to an adult understanding. This, I think, is implied by Luke’s statement that “Jesus grew in wisdom and stature” (Luke 2:52). But your point is a really important one, and the thing that I felt most reserved about with “Me and Jeshua” was the sense that Jesus was not fully aware of Himself as God from the start. I still found it had a lot of really helpful things to say and, being fiction not theology, I didn’t find it heretical. But it’s really important to be careful about implying that Jesus was not fully God from the start.

    1. Thank you so much for clarifying that. I think it is so important that we are careful never to make Jesus less than He Is. After what you said, this is going to sound argumentative, and I don’t mean it to be: I agree that on some levels in His childhood, Jesus probably had a child’s mind. But it had to have always been overlaid with the mind of God, and He must have always been aware of His purpose from the beginning. Otherwise, even as a young child, He could have fallen into all kinds of sins. Children have a strong sin nature, which in some is well-developed very early. Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read my comment and to thoughtfully respond. You have many good things to say, and I enjoy your blog.

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